hmm. so much for my new resolution. its so demoralising when i keep falling into the same thing over and over again. is it that my will power is too weak or something? dunno la. but i really will try harder for the weeks ahead. yeps. and i did study today so tts good rite haha. dunno lah/ got fa tml. shld i pon. and the buaya week thing is so dumb lah. cant believe im supposed to act like im in love with some bugger who is like abit wierd and i totally dunno at all. i think ill go home tml haha. sian diao la. qt scared leh cant seem to book a final lesson b4 my test and im so scared ill screw it up! really need God to help me for this man.
i dunno whats up la haha. i think hall life is pretty screwed and ya. even tho the capt is really nice and stuff im sorry tt ill have to disappoint her by going home nxt sem. dun care if i have to wake up at 6 every morning lor. its only unti stef finish sch anyway. yah. seriously i dun think i am cut out for hall life.i guess in some ways its ok but in others its really crap. dunno la maybe i AM elitist but i just cant click with them and ya some are nice la but well dunno la. haha. im glad i experienced it tho! so at least i know for sure that its not for me. :) see i am learning independance. if u ask me how i am i will say im ok. i dunno lah. but maybe im not haha. guess i just need some time to think but i am afraid of how it would feel so i never get down to it? gosh i guess i really do need to grow up huh.
what a dreary week.
oh wells i cut my hair and its really short now and actually i kinda like it vut everyone says i look like a boy boy now... i think its the clothes lahhhh. not the hair rite?!?!!? haha. i hope so anyway. oh and i walked david home yst haha. cos he was scared of the abandoned sch and muslim cemetery and cos i brought boy boy. but actually if i were him i would be scared too! haha its scary. like super creepy looking lah. ew. oh and liverpool won :) highlight of the week! and i think boy boy is not happy with me. he kept creaking when i rode him yst :( sorry dear!
i dunno whats up la haha. i think hall life is pretty screwed and ya. even tho the capt is really nice and stuff im sorry tt ill have to disappoint her by going home nxt sem. dun care if i have to wake up at 6 every morning lor. its only unti stef finish sch anyway. yah. seriously i dun think i am cut out for hall life.i guess in some ways its ok but in others its really crap. dunno la maybe i AM elitist but i just cant click with them and ya some are nice la but well dunno la. haha. im glad i experienced it tho! so at least i know for sure that its not for me. :) see i am learning independance. if u ask me how i am i will say im ok. i dunno lah. but maybe im not haha. guess i just need some time to think but i am afraid of how it would feel so i never get down to it? gosh i guess i really do need to grow up huh.
what a dreary week.
oh wells i cut my hair and its really short now and actually i kinda like it vut everyone says i look like a boy boy now... i think its the clothes lahhhh. not the hair rite?!?!!? haha. i hope so anyway. oh and i walked david home yst haha. cos he was scared of the abandoned sch and muslim cemetery and cos i brought boy boy. but actually if i were him i would be scared too! haha its scary. like super creepy looking lah. ew. oh and liverpool won :) highlight of the week! and i think boy boy is not happy with me. he kept creaking when i rode him yst :( sorry dear!
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